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03.04.2004 2:35 p.m. i cant believe it. first year is almost over. it feels like yesterday i moved in here and now in only two weeks with 5 exams, i'm moving out. craziness. leah moved out yesterday. its sad because who knows if i'll see these people ever again and i saw them everyday for like 8 months. i kinda dont want to move home again because i know all the shit with my family and sister will resurface. i want to move into my own apartment. i'm ready to live on my own. the only reason i liked to go home during the school year was to escape all the school work. other than that, i love it here. i feel sorry for everyone who hasn't ever lived in residence because seriously, it was the best experience. oh well what can u do. chris came up during the week. it was good but it feels like i'm the mre dominating person in our relationship (if thats what u call it). i always have to make the first move and he's really shy. he said he wasn't a virgin but i have a feeling he's not. god. i dont want to have to take another V-card. damn, i hate virgins. i'm not used to it either. i'm used to guys just wanting sex all the time. fuck, i sure hope its just cause he does want to mess things up. its all if he wants nothing to happen but then why does he keep talking to me and hanging out. grrrr. just gonna try to not over-analyze. |
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