21.04.2004 3:36 p.m.

i feel so used. used from sex and kisses. used from talks when there is no one else to talk to. used from shopping or movies or hanging out because everyone else is busy. used because i dont know if these people actually like to spend time with me or that im just there until someone better comes along.

insomia is setting in again. its amazing how an envrionment can affect a person so much. i can usually sleep so well but now as i lay down, so much is spinning in my mind. i cant rest until the spinning slows down and it never does.

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