26.04.2004 1:20 p.m.

i feel like going raving. i've always wanted to but no one liked to music or wanted to go but sam and marsha and barker are gonna come with me. maybe get some more. i'm excited :) i know, craziness but i like the music. its happy beats that i can dance to and yet the lyrics are so pretty and sad. its fun. i have such weird music taste. i mean, i like metal and hardcore rock and punk and yet i like new rock and old rock and yet i like hip hop and techno and dance. i'm just crazy. but really, how can u like just one type of music? some days i like one and others i like other stuff. it bothers me when people like just one type of music. who cares if you dont fall into your "category"? just be happy and like everything.

so me and chris are pretty much dating. i like him. i'm scared of cheating and getting bored of him. i just hate relationships so much. i turn into this insane jealous person. i hope i dont cuz i like him and he's fun. he still doesn't get drunk or high with me. i dont get it. but whatever. and he wont let me meet his bestfriend. supposily platt will embarass chris but come on, i've already embarassed myself while drunk so he has nothing to worry about.

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