30.08.2004 11:05 p.m.

packing for my new guelph house, i came across sam's and tana's pictures i've been meaning to copy all summer.

its hard to see picture of birthdays and parties i wasn't allowed to go to. its hard to imagine i felt so alone when i had three of the best people fighting for my life when i didn't want it anymore. its hard to remember all those feelings and knowing i imagined them all in my mind.

its also completely awful seeing my hair in those days. the medium length layers, the blonde streaks, the orange long hair, the red....why the hell did i think short purple hair suited me?!?!?!?

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