23.01.2005 7:14 p.m.

on wednesday, my sister had a fire in her apartment. luckily she wasn't hurt but her house is ruined and almost all of her stuff is gone. i miss her and hope she's ok. i know she's been so horrible to me but she's my big sister. i've always looked up to her and i always will.

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I was stuck inside a broken life
I couldn't wish away
She was beautiful
She had everything and more
And my escape was hiding out and running for the door

Somebody listen please
It used to be so hard being me
Living in the shadow
Of someone else's dream
Trying to find a hand to hold but every touch felt cold to me
Living in a nightmare
A never-ending sleep
But now that I am wide awake
My chains are finally free
Don't feel sorry for me

All the days collided
One less perfect than the next
I was stuck inside someone else's life and always second best
Oh, I love you now 'cause now I realize
That it's safe outside to come alive in my identity

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